Does Undegrad Even Matter?!

I am an International Relations (IR) major......but I hate it.  I want very badly to change my major or just drop IR so I that I can just be an East Asian Languages and Cultures (EALC) major.  But Dragon Dad and Tiger Mom won't let me because that's lame.

Do you know what I really should be? A Business and/in the Cinematic Arts major.  That's what I should be.  I love films, and I love analyzing the sh*t out of them.....I should be a marketing major.  I would be so f*cking good at making trailers and epic videos like the one that shows on the drop cloth in the pre-game activites at the Staples Center.  So theatrical.  I would be so good at that.  But no, because I've already committed to being an IR major, I have to stay with it.  I feel like a girl who has to stay with an insecure boyfriend who just won't let me go because I've put so much time into him.  Lame.

Who was the dumb*ss who said college is supposed to be the best years of your life? I feel like crap.  I'm bloated because of the birth control pill I'm taking to make my skin better, and I hate one of my majors, I feel like a failure at life if I don't do a double major, and I'm super unhappy all the time because I'm constantly worrying about grades! Well, at least my skin is good.

And I know for a fact that I want to go to business school, at UCLA, UCBerkeley, or USC.  USC would be particularly awesome because they have that Business of Entertainment Certificate Program which would be perfect for me.  So I have to get a really good GPA now so that it'll be easier for me to get in....and I should probably start studying for the GMAT soon huh.......

But really the best thing I can do right now is get off of Blogger and start studying for my Chinese oral midterm which is tomorrow.  WHOOPS! Good bye, world.  I'll get back to you later, I promise. 

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